Not that anyone really reads my journals, but they at least allow me a place to vent.

Anway, things are going pretty well I guess. I'm working at Circuit City as a permenant employee. That really bumped my self-esteem since I was only hired as seasonal, but to know that they thought I did a good enough job to keep me on even when they didn't necessarly need more people was great. Not only that, but it's an incredible store. I work with some incredible people, but like always there's also some not so incredible people, but I manage to deal with them. Thankfully it's something I can really look forward to each day because I could never stick with it if it wasn't. I really love it there and I've really learned alot.

Still single, but one of my new years resolutions was to screw being shy around girls I like and go for the gold, so to speak(Sidenote: That's really not supposed to mean anything perverted). As always I'd still love to be back with Leeann, but it doesn't seem that that's going to be happening anytime soon as she's back together with her previous boyfriend. Not a big deal though, we're still friends and there's always another day because I have a feeling I'm going to be single for quite some time again, despite my resolution. I'm thinking of a possible career in selling video games. It just feels great to have people come to me with questions and actually having an answer for them. Plus I love people actually asking my opinion on stuff and then listening to what I have to say. It's amazing. People actually listening to me... I'm in Heaven...

School's going like hell. First semester not only kicked my ass, but it sat me down to dinner, strapped a bib around my neck and fed it to me. 3 failed classes, a D in a class that I actually stopped going to because I had no chance of passing, and a D- in a class that I probably tried my hardest in. I did however get a B in my theater class which makes me once again contemplate my future career choices. I don't thnk I want to be in theater, but I definately DON'T like the computer science program at BSC so I dropped my major and am planning on graduating undeclared... Hopefully gradutating at least...

I do however have a definate plan for some time in the future, near or far I can't determine, but I have decided that sometime in my life I'd like to open up a small video game shop, possibly with a friend of mine. I'm not looking for anything big. No chain store, no corporate, no big man to answer to, no one to impress but the customer. I've always had a fasination with opening up my own shop, weather it was a recording studio, PC repair shop, or now a video game shop, I just really want to be my own boss, and this would be an excellent oppertunity.